CONFUSED

The main reason I express and stress the subtle
Is because most get upset they see they living in a bubble
For real, its how I feel so don’t try and convince me
Otherwise, you might be forced to think see
I know it’s easy to simply turn and ignore
But satisfaction occurs, when you start to explore
One paper a tool, just like a tree it grows
Kind of like the songs with words the meaning it shows
Is kind of deep sometimes that why I repeat
So you can catch what I say, today I speak
Tomorrow I write, whatever I like, because it’s nice
To be able to speak my mind whatever the price
Maybe I won’t have a million, but I tried
Okay so now you’re rich, but in lyrics you lied
Not my style for a while I might be humble
At least when my songs don’t sell my life wont crumble
To pieces, my thesis sounds mighty drastic
People think they sell records cuz they wrapped in plastic
My rap’s not classic my never ever be
But what you don’t see, is how much it means to me
So the page I feel the music you hear
Kind of acts like my reflection up in the mirror
So I tear, but it’s clear what I said
This song is like holding a microscope up to my head
So you can see how nicely, yes I planned it
Criticize my words just cuz you don’t understand it
Take some more time, rewind if needed
Looks like you’re brain capacity my lyrics exceeded
Put all this effort, it’s ignored a lame deal
So hard created, devastated my brain feel
Neglected, pushed away straight rejected
Surprised my talent and effort haven’t been accepted
I had to bring it down so a clown can get it
I know you try to bring me down but I just won’t let it
To me, you can’t feel how my life is stable
You’re not yourself; you’re more influenced by cable
Trapped with an idea words can’t get through
Are you changing the music or is the music changing you
That’s the clue I give, I live to show
That my mind is strong, that means I can control My life, trust me I know it’s my decision
That’s the main reason why humans are still livin’
So I fear for the rest, Afraid to choose
So they obey what they say and strive for rules
My brains alive you fools, so I never obey it
I don’t mean to offend, but someone had to say it
It hurts to feel this, hits close to home
J said it best, don’t like me? Leave me alone
You can still say what you want, won’t affect me
And when it comes down, I won’t expect thee to respect me
Never tell me how to write or spit you’re not my father
I say it again don’t even bother
I will continue to show the clues with plenty I use
Ideas that might change you’re views
To some that somewhat make some sense
I just giving back to the game with 2 cents
It’s all I got for now, but somehow I shout
Not about the price of the CD, but how the lyrics come out
My turn to grab some actual attention
Industry is holding artists, in lyrical detention
So what I listen to now, so tedious
But me lyrics similar to reading Oedipus
Rex, opened up your mind time to find who’s next…

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